waiting while rendering.

this week has been plagued by the dilema of cable, the nba tip-off, bfa, and only one dischord at home.
my a.d.d. seems to be growing increasingly worse with the start of the nba season. now there really is something—albeit totally unimportant—to look at on nba.com. i swear if i could have a bit more time off i wouldn't be so bad. but it's like i'm constantly trying to distract myself to maintain sanity... though i think that is driving me insane. for example, right now i'm 3-D revolving my cross and cresent design for no reason, but sheer, stupid, curiosity and distraction. it's so detailed that it's taking forever. i'd be suprised if it even works, but i still try. i've been staring at that thing all day. fixing little imperfections of live trace. i wonder if it would be better to just recreate the whole thing on illustrator. i thought that's why i spent so much time getting the design down was so that i could just pop it onto the computer and run with it. but no, now i need to fix it all. the thing is that i like some of the imperfection. that's why i drew it in the first place. now, i'm wondering how integral those imperfections will be and if it's even worth it. well, maybe seeing it in 3-D will help me make up my mind...
the sonics play the lakers tonight on it's on tv. i was planning on watching it with justin, but he's on his way back from oakland tonight and won't be back until like 10:30. so... now i have to find another way. the only way i can figure is to go to the computer labs in hfac and watch it on the projector. is that really pathetic, though? it is friday night. i want to watch it so bad, though... it's one of four games that i should be able to watch this month... without getting cable. but, then again, i guess i don't know how i'll get the jazz game either. maybe we should go to it. the alst game we went to was so lame, though.
it's still rendering. i've written this whole thing while that's going. i think i might've crashed it. which would suck because i haven't saved it in a while.............. shoot.